okay.. nerves are REALLY REALLY building now... been getting my portfolio organized today for my interviews... worrying about 'em one @ a time.. first york.. THEN ocad... ack.. both are freaking me out tho... talked to my art teachers today and they're like u're on a good track, u're set.. just go and be confident and speak... oh my goodness... i'm like stressed, yet unbelievably calm... but i KNOW i'm like forgetting stuff.. and i dunno.. i think itz cuz i'm like i can't do nething else about it.. like anything i do now won't be that good anyway cuz it'll be rushed... *sigh* just wanna get it over with now...

ack!!! after these next two dayz.. fun times for the weekend... then study.. MAD STUDY... got phys test on monday, then bio quest on tues, then bus admin test on thurs... waaah!!!!! perseverence... need strength... God!!!! HELP!!!! =O welpz, gotta go... still have a bazillion thingz to get done... wow.. WHACK.. God just reminded me to BE STILL... =P ouch... thaz gonna leave a bruise... =)